I catch the grenade for you .

 

Everything happens for a reason . Every tears have it own sense . Why did i still thinking about this over and over again , i never thought of this cancer in my heart will take all my memories with u goes away like wind . It's useless to turn back time even how hard i tried to fix it back because it won't happen . I can't be the perfect guy ever in u'r eyes if it's gonna be like this . it's not over yet . it's just a new beginning for u to a new joyful life . without me . the fact is i can't be with u anymore . just for now . earth . maybe i was too late for knowing u . i can't have u'r heart . it's not for me even i want it so bad . be strong . strong to make sumone else happier with u . strong enough to cheer u up like i did . appreciate someone well enough to know how far did u care about others . hate me for going away . it's okay . i'm gonna be ok with that . just let the time heal all the wound . take a good care of u'r future boy . he know what's the best for u right ? not me . i'm not sumone u'r looking for . just a friend that doesn't want to interrupt other people bussiness . just let me go away . it's easier than it looks since i got nothing to do with it . i'm tired of hearing all the rumors . stop asking me why . i won't answer it . u know why . that's the fact that we're not suppose to be what did people think of . it's my false to make it hard for u since i can go away quitely and no one realize about it . just i don't wanna do that . it's more cruel . i did tell u and that's it . i'm really sorry to say this . just let me go away . i'm nothing to u . and i wish that one day there's sumone will make u more happier than i could . i'll be okay here . alone :)

 

There's only one way that i had to go , that's far away from u . . .

p/s : drop your messages before i died .

I'm so sorry .

  

It's so weird when sometimes we are about to think of someone who we doesn't know well enough , it's different when we thought of something we didn't expected to happen , and it's useless if we didn't chase something of what we dream of everytime it on front of our eyes . 

 Yes , it doesn't make sense of what i have been thinking all day long . it's something that i never think of . lastly i felt terrible . way to cruel to myself and the other person that doesn't done anything wrong to me . besides , i can't forget how it happen . It froze my heart for a while when the last time she said to me . i'm useless , i'm to pathetic to her and to myself . Yes , i'm crazy . crazy to tell the truth . it's hard to get it right when it doesn't act as we want . well , it always be the same that the fact is i was wrong . maybe she's right . i'm an idiot in u'r eyes . i'm way to selfish and didn't care about what u think right ? i was wrong from beginning for knowing u ! stop put all the blame on u instead of me ! i mess it up ? hell yea . useless guy . how can i be with u if there's sumone who already there for u ? wth am i still waiting for u'r messages every night ? this can't be right for me to think of her anymore . it's already over for me and her . we're nothing than stranger or likely sumone who didn't know each other now and afterwards . i'm sorry to hurt u and the way that i tell u to stay away from me . the truth is it's not something that i really want . i like u and always do but it's because of u'r future . i did it because i don't want to interrupt someone girlfriend and it stupid to fight just because a girl . i had it once and i won't start it again . it's more stupid than we thought . again , i'm sorry to let u go . but i just u wanna know that at least i had hold u in my hear and i'll hold it forever in my memories . i wish u had a better life without me . happier with him :)

 

p/s : just let the cloud fade away like it always does :)

 

Awan semakin mendung ?

Kehujanan melanda :')

Hello peeps . sorry lame tak update blog yg semakin mendung ni . woot2 . Dunia semakin maju , pembangunan semakin pesat , jalan raya semakin sesak , rumahtangga semakin kucar kacir . anak kambing pak mat dah kena sembelih , arnab kat rumah aku semakin bersepah2 banyak nye . mmg bukan salah aku kalo sume tu nak jadi begitu pasal semalam hujan tak henti henti . haha . 

 Arnab gemok yang terselamat :D

ape ko merepek ni wan ?? *ni la side effect dye kalo ta tido mlm on9 smpai sakit2 blakang . bila coach baseball aku tanye . wan , apesal ko lari mcm kura2 ?? . sumenye sebab ko la arnab !!! kalo ko tak lari dari kandang ko malam smalam , takdenye aku nak cari ko smpai nak masuk longkang dpan umah aku tu ! abes kotor baju gap aku . nasib baik la aku ni ade lagi sifat prihatin terhadap haiwan2 terselamat mcm ko arnab . kalo tak da lame aku sembelih ko time raya korban aritu buat lauk . haha *kejam gila . dah2 . duduk dlm kdg tu diam2 . makan bnyk2 smpai gemok tau . hehe . mengarut gila . dah2 . sambung balik cite aku tadi :)

Disember Sonata :)

Setiap pagi aku bangun aku dari katil , bukak tingkap dan pastikan yang aku kat malaysia . sampai bila pon bukan korea singapore , taiwan , united kingdom atau pon korea selatan selagi aku tak pergi melancong . tah bila pon tak tau . nak tunggu ekonomi stabil pon tah bila . Angin bulan disember ni mmg buat aku bersweater mlm2 . kdg2 pegi mane2 mesti bwk payung coz asek hujan je kblakangan ni kat Hillcrest Garden ni . kalo siang konfirm panas gila . mmg hobi aku suke jln mlm2 mane2 aku suka . nak online tiap hari ? lagi bosan . tah ape ade mende nak ngarut lagi pon da taktau dah . tiba2 mr.Q sms *membe aku . mr.Q : wan , jom pegi manasir*kedai mamak minum coffee . punye la lame aku tunggu dia dari bulan 7 smpai skrg nak ajak lepak pasal dia ni jarang balik rumah . blaja kat perlis . biase la lame ta jumpe . mmg lame gak aku borak2 ngn dia dekat 3jam . dari cite pasal bola smpai ke kereta sume habis berborak . mmg xde keje btol . so aku tanye dia , jom jalan2 pergi genting ? sane mesti tgh musim sejuk kan ? *padahal same je . haha . at least xde la aku kebosanan kat rumah tu . ape2 hal pon sume tu dlm perancangan yg tak tau lagi jadi ke tak . hampeh btol :p

 p/s : sejak aku jadi waiter kat sheraton dulu baru aku sedar yg aku ade bakat buat coffee . hehe :) *terpengaruh dgn cite coffeeprince la ni :p

 

Holidays :)

Beautiful Hangover on 13th Nov at Pavilion with aida , aima , aqil n nabil .
 

searching for a nice for spot our next album teaser . i got nothing to do on these holidays but i had a plan to make some dance clips . maybe it's a bad idea to waste our time but i'm sure we'll would make a lot of fun :)

 this one is sooooooooo nice dude . thx aida for borrowing u'r nikon for these moments , hope we can have more awesome pics afterwards . but thx to aima for snapping all these wonderful pics . it's priceless . haha .

 window shopping is sucks . haha !

thx aqil :D

hangout with the 2pm's :)

Final Exam 2010

Hello guys ,

sorry dah lame x update blog :)
since last week aku bz dgn study , study n study .
rajin ? aku bukan org yg rajin pon .
genius ? lagi jauh . but ,
aku belajar coz aku xtau .
sebab aku ingin aku tau la aku study :)
poyo je . tapi aku da jnji en nak jadi engineer .
doakan aku berjaya ok :)
minta maaf banyak2 ye .
amin . hee .

Final Exam Schedule 2010

CTU 27/10/10 : BKA 1.5 * ni bilik kuliah klaz fizik neh . haha
BEL 29/10/10 : CAMPUS *kat mane ea ?
M3 1/11/10    : BKM 2.14* x pena pegi lagi .
FZ 7/11/10  :  Laman Perdana * peh , time exam sume tgk kot . chill2 :)

target : 4.00 :)

cuti sem 8/11/10 . nak baliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik ! yeah ! :D


Sekian terima kasih .

kenapa awan masih cerah ? :)

Cuaca harini sangat baik sebab itu awan masih cerah .

Time ni baru 18 tahun , nampak same lagi x mcm dulu ? haha :D

ter

2 bulan kemudian tukar profession jadi part time model , haha .

p/s: She's wearing high heels , same tinggi sebenarnye . heee :D

tagged by azza .

see u later guys . thx for the reading :)